Sorry it’s been a few days since I’ve updated/posted anything here.   I’ve been pretty busy working, editing, still trying to get my new computer up to date with all my programs, ect.

The weather here in Orange County has been weird.  Hot as hell for a day or so, then today nice and cool.   It’s been doing that for the last couple weeks.   The hot days are brutal, to say the least.

I’m leaving in a bit to go get my hair done.  I’ve had it dark brown for a while now… almost a year, so I’m ready to change it up a bit.  I’m adding some highlights, and if they don’t look right… I’ll just add brown over them again.    I love changing my hair, and I always get that “itch” ever-so-often. 

At night we keep all 5 doggies in the room with us on the floor.  I have one of those metal dog fences that I shape around them so they have a good amount of space, and can go outside.   Well last night Rocket (one of my Italian Greyhounds) aka, trouble maker… would not stop whining and pushing on the fence to get in bed with us.  That little shit head was pissing me off so much!  LOL!  But I also couldn’t help laughing at the situation as well.   So we were up all night spraying him with the water bottle when he acted up.  That little bugger. 

Well, I’m off to run errands before my hair appointment.  Take care!!!

xoxo, Sandee

 My photo shoot went great yesterday.  Devi Emmerson was the model I shot with, and she was a very sweet, easy to work with girl.  The location was in the hills and it was pretty nice, although the owner of the house was a total perv! hahah!  He kept coming down to watch the scene and it was making everyone there uncomfortable.  I’ve come across that a few times at these rental locations over the years.  I guess these people assume just because it’s an adult oriented shoot, they have a right to watch??  or assume we all will be okay with it?  Either way, it was unnerving.

We were only there for 2 hours which was awesome.  In and out.  I shot with 2 amazing guys from the Brazzers team.  (True professionals).  It’s going to make for some amazing Sandee’s Girls features in the future for my members.  I plan on shooting them on a regular basis now that things are back to normal.

So after the shoot, we all went to Aroma on Sunset.  Puma and Keiran met us there for some lunch.  I’ve been to this place one other time and all the food looks amazing, but it takes FOREVER to get it.  And it never seems to taste as good as the pictures in the menu look.   Still fun times getting to visit with friends.  I tried to get a picture with Puma, but she refused.  I won’t go into details… if you want to know why, you can ask her. LOL!! 

My new computer is a lot of fun.   The only thing is I’ve come into some compatibility issues with Vista that I never had with my last platform, XP.    Luckily I was smart and saved most of my serial #’s and authorization codes so I could re-install my necessary programs.  There are a couple I will have to re-purchase, but it’s not a big deal.

Well, it’s about time for lunch.  I’m off to run errands and go grab some lunch with Jeremy.  I hope you all have a great day!  Kisses, Sandee

My computer has been acting funny lately.  A friend of mine built it for me back in 2005 or 2006, I can’t remember.  Anyways, yesterday I was editing some video on my other computer (my MAC) and my PC started smelling funny.  Like a burning smell.  I freaked out and unplugged it so it could cool down, and I went and got compressed air today to clean all the dust out. 

Well, when I plugged it all back in, the computer itself starts up, but my monitor, mouse and keyboard do not start up and work.   I removed the hard drive, checked the fans, checked the RAM and none if it helped.  So, I’m just going to go get a new one tonight.  It sucks though, I have a lot of emails and stuff on that computer… plus all my programs and such.  It’s a nightmare.   I removed both hard drives in hopes they can add them to the new computer or at least transfer the content over.  It MUST be a mother board issue. 

SO…. I’m writing this from my laptop.  I wanted to let my members know what’s up.  I’m hoping to get a new one tonight, and have everything installed tomorrow after I get back from my shoot.  So hang in there… spy cam will be back up.   If you made an order or sent an email… I will get back to you about it tomorrow.

Thanks for understanding.  xooxo, Sandee

Hi everyone! It’s been a good week for me so far.  I was all stressed because I had a dentists appointment to asses my toothache.  I was worried I would have to have it extracted, ect.  Anyways.. it turns out it was just because I had a sinus infection from my cold.  I guess it can cause your teeth to ache.  There was nothing wrong at all on the x ray.  Thank god! PHEW!  I dodged that bullet. lol!

I have a shoot Sunday with Devi Emerson for my Sandee’s Girls feature.  I’ve been trying to get a location lined up, and finally got one.   I’m looking forward to it, and I will be sure to get some behind the scene pics and maybe even a video for you guys.  Of course members of my site will get to see everything.  (All the good stuff) heehhe!  If you’re not a member, Join now!  http://ww.SexySandee.com/join.html 

I have a live cam show tomorrow at 3pm pst, I hope to see you all there.  I’m off to relx for the night.  xoox, Sandee

My shoot went great and I got some really hot content for my members!     After the shoot we headed over to an AMAZING restaurant for some late lunch/early dinner.    I had really good pasta with chicken, and then I ordered fresh made beignets for dessert.   OH MY FUCKING GOD they were good!  They’re a staple in New Orleans, and this place makes them.   It’s like a hot doughnut with powdered sugar on it.  Sooooooo good and worth every damn calorie!   Of course I overate and was miserably full the rest of the night, but dammit, it was worth it.

Californication starts tonight!  wooo hoo!  Also, my favorite show Dexter!!    I love days that I can look forward to good TV being on.  It puts me in a good mood (sad huh?) something so silly makes my day better.  LOL!  I really do love this time of year when a lot of good shows have started a new season.  Also, Heroes is back on.  I love that one as well, and Desperate Housewifes is back as well tonight.   I don’t really care about that show as much, BUT……. one of my favorite actors is now on the show, so I MUST watch and support him.  hehehe!  (Gale Harold)  YUMMMMY!!!

Did you guys notice I changed the background of my blog posts from Black to Grey?  Easier on the eyes… huh??  I’m always thinking about you guys! heheheh!

Ok, I’m off to grab some breakfast.  Have a good day!

oxox, Sandee

Last night was a lot of fun.  The party was very sophisticated and classy.  The drinks were free and so was the food.  They even had a dessert table with all kinds of cookies, brownies and cupcakes.  (yes I made 2 rounds to that table) LOL!  They also had RA sushi there, as well as some of Orange County’s best restaurants.   We had a good time.

Because I’m shooting today I couldn’t stay out too late.  So we came home, had some sexy time (heheeh)  watched the debate that we had recorded and hit the sack.  I slept like a rock.  Love nights like that!  I’m sure the alcohol didn’t hurt.

Anyways, I’ve got to go get ready for the day.  Hope you guys have a great weekend! xoxo, Sandee

Well, I’m feeling 98% better now, thank god!  I haven’t really been doing much of anything but resting and taking it easy.   But now I have a tooth that’s bothering me.  ERRRG!  I had to make a dentist appointment, but they can’t get me in till next Tuesday.  So I hope the pain isn’t too severe the next few days.   I never had my wisdom teeth extracted (yes I’m a big baby when it comes to that stuff) so I have a feeling it’s a wisdom tooth pushing on my molar.  If it’s not that, then it’s a crack, which also sucks.  I grind my teeth at night and I never have gotten a mouth guard for it.  So now I’m screwed.  Time to break down and wear one.

Tomorrow I’m shooting for my site again, which I’m looking forward to.  I always seem to get that itch after about a month of not shooting.  I’m also working on getting my next “Sandee’s Girls” video shot.  WOOO HOOO!  I already have a girl in mind for it, well…. 2 different girls, so hopefully one of them can make it.   One step at a time though, but it is in the works. 

I have a party to attend tonight, which should be nice.  We almost never go out.. so it’s past due.  I start feeling like an old lady when I realize it’s been months since I’ve gone out, or dressed up… ect.  So tonight will be a fun change. 

That’s about it for now.  I hope you all have a great weekend.  Be safe!  xoxo, Sandee

I recieved some questions sent to me from a fan in France, and I thought I’d post them here for everyone to see.   Thank you Cyril for the questions

1.When did you first discover that you were sexy and Have you always liked your body?   I started getting my curves in Jr. high actually, my hips ;)  Then it wasn’t till I was a dancer (stripper) at 18 that I actually came into my own and started feeling sexy.  It was then that I got my implants and took it a step further.

2. Your body is a very important part of your job, Are you in charge of it a lot, and do you do sports? Yes, my body is very important, and I feel fortunate to have the body I have.   No, I don’t really do any activities and I absolutely don’t participate in sports.  Mostly I watch what I eat and try to work out when I can.

3. What do you like in a man?Well, I’m not that picky.  Someone who is caring, has a good outlook on life, common interests,  a sense of humor, and someone that knows how to take care of his lady.

4. What gave you a desire to do adult movies?  To be honest, I never thought I would… nor did I have the “desire” to.   It started by making videos for my site, then putting them on DVD’s to sell.  Then one day I was approached to actually make DVD’s on a much more hardcore level.   I made 2 professionally and that’s it :)  I’m not into that anymore.

5. What job would you have had if you didn’t do this?  I have no idea.  I really don’t.  Probably something with makeup and hair. 

6. I’ve seen your sexy DVD reviews for TunaFlix.com.  Where did you get this idea?   I was asked by HollywoodTuna.com to do movie reviews for their sister site TunaFlix.com and I thought it was right up my alley.  I love movies.  Of course we decided it was best if I dressed sexy to get as many viewers and comments as possible.  hehe!

7. Do you think you will ever extend this concept by reviewing music or books?  No, I don’t think so.  However, I never thought I’d be doing movie reviews either… so who knows.

8. I read that you love animals, notably dogs.  What is the quality you like most in dogs?   I do love animals, very much.  And yes dogs seem to always get my attention.  I think the innocence in an animal is what is so endearing to me.  They’re so sweet and loving. 

9. You must be busy, but will you ever come to France?   I hope to visit France some day.  There’s actually a lot of places I’d love to visit in the future.

I actually got a full night of sleep last night (thank god!)  I woke up still feeling congested but MUCH better overall.  Since Jeremy has the weekend off from work, we decided to go to one of our favorite breakfast spots in Newport Beach, Haute Cakes.   They have the best breakfast and you get to sit outside and enjoy the perfect weather.  I love it!  Plus, people bring their doggies here, which is obviously a plus for me.

Speaking of dogs, I wanted to visit the shelter again one more time to see how I handled it.  I did really well and didn’t cry once!!  I’m so excited to volunteer there.. and I certainly hope they accept my application.  There were 2 doggies there today that I would have taken home in a second but the lady there said one of them is already sort of spoken for, and the other one was a lil’ black chihuahua that was brought in when we were there.  The poor thing looked so scared.  We immediately called one of our friends that already has a chi, and he’s going down today to check out the lil’ guy.  (I hope he gets him) he was sooo cute.

Anyways.. I’m feeling much better.  This cold was short lived.  I think a lot of it has to do with the MonaVie I drink.  Since I got the cold I’ve been drinking it 3 times a day, and I’d like to believe it does help. 

Anyways… I hope you all have a great weekend!!  Take care, Sandee

Eeeeerg!  Jeremy has had a cold this last week and I have been trying desperately not to catch it.  Well, yesterday I started showing signs of having it, and by last night I had a full blown cold.   I took some NyQuil in hopes of it knocking me out so I could get some sleep, but it failed to work.    I got very little quality sleep last night, so I’m going to try to just lay around today and rest.

Needless to say, I’m postponing my cam show today… to the 25th.  (a week from today)  I can only assume I will feel well enough then to do my cam show.   Everyone take care and have a good day!

Kisses, Sandee

I had my alarm set for 4:50am this morning for my big court day!!  Of course, I woke up about 10 minutes before it was about to go off, and I just stayed awake.   I left here (orange County) with 2 hours to get downtown where I was supposed to be.  There wasn’t much traffic at 6am, so it was easy and non-stressful.   Of course I got there early and was the first in line to go in.

Anyways, things didn’t go AMAZING for me today… but my $7k a month payment was lowered to $4k (although it extends the length of the payment schedule) Meaning,  I still have to pay my ex the same global amount, that part didn’t change.

I’m now relived from paying on the house as well, which was a plus since I haven’t lived there in over 2 years and I was still paying half of the mortgage. (that part definitely wasn’t fair). 

I also had to pay one lump sum of $25k (to my ex) from the funds that have been held the last couple months from my website.   That part sort of sucks, but I still have a good amount of money left from what was held to make up my bills.  Still sucks I had to pay that large sum though. 

I left completely annoyed and somewhat stressed, but then I realized…. it’s fucking over.  No more dealing with this guy or his attorney’s.  I’ll pay my monthly amount of $4k for 3 more years and be done with it.   No more house with this guy, no more arguing (I hope) NO MORE!  It’s dunzo!!  Which is what I wanted. 

So, all in all… it was a good day, I guess! LOL!   Didn’t get what I hoped for, but I got something that is decent.  Better than my previous situation.  

After I left court, I had to drive to Redondo to co-sign on a joint account, and getting there was shiity… then leaving and coming back home took a while as well.   I’ve been home for about an hour now and I’m fucking famished.  Time to go chill with my doggies and baby!!  Have a good night everyone!

Here’s my weekly review of Baby Mama for www.TunaFlix.com  Be sure to also check out their sister site: www.HollywoodTuna.com for the best updates on HOT celebs!  xoxo, Sandee

I’m a HUGE animal lover, if you haven’t figured that out by now! haha!  My last two dogs Cody and Rocket were both adopted, which made me feel amazing.   I never actually had to go to the shelter to get them though.  Cody.. I picked up at PetsMart after he was groomed, and Rocket we picked up at a dog park when his foster mom could bring him.   So I have never actually been to a shelter before.

With Cody, he suffers really bad with allergies, and I can’t help but wonder if that’s why his previous owner gave up on him.   I really don’t know.   But what I do know, is that he is 95% better now.  After a lot of money, time and love, he is FINALLY better.  Thank god!!  It feels so good to see him play for the first time with the other dogs (when he never felt well enough before).  It melts my heart to see him happy.

Rocket, I have a feeling was just too hyper for whoever he was with.  He’s a ball of fire, no joke!  If I didn’t think he was so damn cute, I’d probably be a lot more annoyed at him than I am on a day to day basis.  But he’s sooooo sweet, and loving.  I’m so happy to have all of my babies.

So, I have been wanting to volunteer at a shelter for a really long time.  I guess I’ve just never had a lot of time to do it, or even the guts.  I have always been afraid that my emotions will get the best of me.   But today…. I got in the car and drove to a local shelter to get an application.   I got the app and almost left, but before I did.. I was drawn to all the animals outside in the dog runs.  SO I asked the lady if I could go see the dogs.  She said yes, so I signed in and went out the door.  In under a minute… I was already crying!!  My emotions absolutely got the best of me.  These poor dogs looked so sad.  The look in their eyes, and the cries and yelps were too much for me to handle.   It immediately made me feel sick to my stomach these dogs felt so lonely and confused.

I braved my way through the rest of the shelter and looked at every last animal.  WOW, it was tough and completely heartbreaking for me.

I need to find a way to push through my feelings and emotions and just do this.  I know it’s helping them to be there and give them love… but I certainly hope the sadness in my heart goes away after a few times of going.   Have any of you been through this??  Does it get better?  I’d love to hear what you guys have to say. 

I hope you guys had a great weekend.  Kisses, Sandee

Hello, hello, hello!!  I just finished having some pizza for lunch, and OMG it was worth every calorie.  Soooo freaking good.  I don’t think anyone could stop me from eating pizza. hahah!  My favorite fattening food.

It’s Puma’s Birthday everyone!!!  She’s in Canada, but we’re all going to her Birthday dinner Monday night.  It should be nice to see the girls and celebrate her Birthday!!    I just have to make sure to get home as early as I can since I have the trial the next morning.  I want to be nice and alert for that.  Plus, I have to wake up even earlier to drive there.  Getting to downtown LA from Orange County at traffic time in the morning isn’t going to be fun.  Traffic is really shitty at that time. 

I’m off to CVS to grab some things I need, then I’m gonna grab some frozen yogurt before coming back to edit some videos.  Hope you guys have a great day.  xoxo, Sandee

Hello everyone  I hope you had a great week!  I can’t believe the weekend is apon us already, wow.  This week flew by for me.

Nothing new to report really, I just wanted to check in and say hello.  I have some random errands to run today and some work to do for my site. 

Thanks to everyone that made it to my live cam show yesterday, it was a blast as always and I love my regulars that are there at every one of my shows.  You guys are awesome!!!  Thanks so much.  I will be posting the cam show replay in the members area today.  If you’re not a member, here’s a link to join: http://www.sandeewestgate.com/join.html <<< Use it damnit! hahah!

I’m off to have some breakfast and hop in the shower…. have a great day! oxox, Sandee

Okay, so this blog comes from my heart 100%.  I have tried not to get “too deep” into my personal life on the net.. but it’s time for some explanations.

A lot of you have been asking why my site is lacking video updates lately, well I’m still doing an average of 3 updates a week, but I haven’t done a “Sandee’s Girls” series in over a year and half (almost 2 years) like I used to.  The main reason to this (without pointing any fingers) is my divorce settlement.

Since May 2007 I have been paying out 7k a month from what my site makes as part of my divorce settlement.   BEFORE I was divorced, those funds were able to be applied to my site, and more productions like the “Sandee’s Girls” series, for example.   So yes, my site has suffered this year without those updates my loyal fans have been used to seeing and have grown to expect from me.

There’s been some tug-o-war going on over this settlement amount and things really haven’t been able to be resolved amicably up to this point.

Needless to say, the other party is claiming I’m in breach of the settlement and is asking for $120,000.00 to be awarded to him in one lump sum RIGHT NOW.  I obviously have my side of the story too, and without going into too much needless detail,  I don’t agree to what they are claiming.   

So, the judge put a temporary hold on 100% of my website income the last couple of months till he can hear both sides of what’s going on.  Needless to say, it’s been QUITE the adjustment for me to live.  It’s absolutely put me in a negative state of being. (although I’m trying to stay positive mentally)

I still ask myself “How can this be happening?”  I live a happy life, I’m a positive person, I have moved on… I just want to be free of this and my past… but yet I’m still yanked down by all of this.  WOW, it’s a lot to handle.. but I have learned so much about TRUE core value and even more about the Egocentric mind and letting go of the materialistic things that once mattered in my life.    Without this experience I think I’d be stuck in that egocentric way of being.  Which isn’t really me and who I am.  Those things aren’t really what make me happy, or make me who I am.    At the very least, I can honestly say there has been a significant positive change (in me) because of this.

Back to the situation at hand…   So the last couple months I haven’t had my normal income coming in, and therefore I haven’t been able to give my website the attention it deserves.  I have done my best with what I currently have.  Please be patient with my members area, as things will be getting better soon.

I have been trying to negotiate some sort of deal, and nobody seems to be responding.  Therefore, I have to rely on (and hope) that when I have my trial on the 16^th of this month, there will be some order given to clear this mess up.    All I’m hoping for, is what’s truly fair to both parties.  That’s it.  I just want this out of my life and settled.  It’s been almost 2 years now and I’m tired, mentally and physically and it’s effecting my business as well. 

So, please bare with me and my site.  Like I said, the updates are at an average of 3 times a week… but those video features you guys love so much will be back as soon as things are put in order.  Thanks for understanding!

Xoxo, Sandee

So I feel like the new place is my “home” now.  I LOVE it here so much.  There’s a big bathtub in the master bathroom, and I think I’m going to treat myself to a nice bubble bath tonight.  (I’ll be sure to get some pics for you) heheh!

Here’s also a couple pics from the other night with Puma.  She sent me these this morning and I thought I’d share them with you since you can never have too many pics right??  Have a good weekend! xoxo, Sandee

Puma got here about 1pm yesterday and she wanted to take a trip to Fashion Island mall (like we always do).  So we visited for a while, I showed her my new place and we headed to the mall.  This time we were only there for 2.5 hours VS. last time when we were there for 6 hours!! haha!

Anyways, it was a lot of fun and a good visit.  After the mall we came back to my place and had about an hour before the cam show (which was a lot of fun as well)  I will be posting the replay for members today.   Then we went for a bite to eat after the cam show and came back here for a while and she left about 9pm.  It was a fun day and I miss spending time with her now that we live about an hour away from each other.  I hope all of my members enjoyed the cam show!  Kisses, Sandee

I wanted to find an old pic of Puma and I together for this post.  For old-time sake!  This one is from 2006 when we took a trip to Arizona.  OH MY GOD did we get drunk that trip.  Literally the entire time we were drunk.  So many good memories with my sweet Swedish bitch Puma.  haha!

She’s coming over to my place today, and after we do lunch and hit the mall, we’re coming back to my house and doing a live cam show for my members, and her members!!!  Our shows are always silly and fun, kind of like our relationship.  We’re always laughing and being crazy.  SO… if you’d like to join in on the action, be in my members area at 6pm pst tonight!!  We’d love to chat with you!!!

If you’re not a member, YOU KNOW THE DRILL DAMNIT!!!  Join like….. NOW!!!!!  Here’s a direct link for you to make it nice and easy!!  http://www.sandeewestgate.com/join.html

Everyone have a good day.  Kisses, Sandee

Today’s move was the easiest one I’ve had yet.   We had everything pretty much moved in 3 hours.  It was nice and easy, surprisingly.   I’ve got MOST of the stuff placed and put away too.  I just have about 3 or 4 boxes to put away, which shouldn’t be bad.  I will absolutely have things completed tomorrow.  PHEW!!!!  I’m really tired though.  LOL!

My spy cam is back on for my members!!  If you’re not a member, JOIN NOW!!  There’s so much good stuff to see :) 

Everyone have a good night, I’m going to crash!!  Ciao, Sandee

We had a great time last night, and it wasn’t over-the-top wild like it’s been known to be when Puma and i get together! haha!  We started out at Rainbow Room for dinner.. then Puma had some Swedish friends in town and they were over at Saddle Ranch, so we met them there.  It took FOREVER for me to get a buzz last night.  I’m not sure if they were just being stingy with the alcohol or what, but I felt like I kept drinking and I was full.   Finally after about an hour I felt nice and perfectly buzzed.  hehe!  Puma was wasted, she had been shooting and hadn’t eaten much that day, so she felt it fast.  Anyways, it was a good time. 

I have to finish up on some things for the move Monday.  In fact I have to take my cable modems over to the new place to get service today, which means I wont have Internet till the day I move in.  So… if you don’t hear from me for a couple days, that’s why.  Enjoy the pics! xoxo, Sandee

Basics
 Name:  Sandee
 DOB: 5/5/79
 Birthplace: Sacramento, California
 Current location: Orange County, California
 Eye color:  Brown
 Hair Color: Brown
 Height: 5′5″
 Heritage: Sicilian, French, Cherokee Indian
 Piercings: Right now, just my belly button.  But I’ve had my ears, nose, tongue and lady part pierced heheh!  I don’t have any of those anymore, just the belly button.
 Tattoos: 4 total, a design on the back of my neck, my wrist that says “Mea Culpa” and a playboy bunny on my hip area, as well as the daisy with a vine around it on my bum cheek.     I’m sick of the playboy bunny I got when I was 18, and the daisy with a vine around it looks like a bat.  LOL I will be making a visit to dr tattoo off very soon!
 Favorite
 Band/Singer: No particular favorite at the moment, but I love all kinds of music.  Electronic, Trance, R & B, Metal, and spiritual music like Enigma as well.
 Song: Can’t think of a favorite right now
 Genre of Music: Again, I like most of the genres out there, but I lean more toward trance-types, or soft metal
 Color(s): Black, Pink, White
 TV show(s): Weeds, Nip Tuck, Dexter, Oprah, Tyra Show, and all the reality shows too! haha ( I love TV)
 Movie(s): I love romantic movies that make me feel good, as well as action which excites me.
 Food: Italian, Italian and Italian.  Did I say Italian? LMAO! 
 Store: Anything sexy, cute and some-what trendy but not over the top crazy trendy
 #: My favorite # is 5
 Drink: Water is all I drink, unless I have hot tea
 Clothing Brand: Too many good ones to chose from.
 Shoe Brand: Again, so many sexy shoes out there!  UHHHHH I loooove shoes. 
 Animal: Any animal really!  Anyone that really knows me, knows I love pretty much all furry friends.   It’s my number one passion and call to duty in life.
 Pizza topping: Just cheese, and maybe ranch dressing to dip it in
 Season: Spring when its a perfect temperature outside and things feel fresh and new
 Month: March, April and May are all great!
 Holiday: Christmas, it’s a family occasion for me
 Flower: Orchids are so beautiful
 This or That
 Sunny or rainy:  Both!  I love both depending on my mood
 Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
 Fruit or veggie: Veggie
 Night or day:  Night
 Sour or sweet:  Sweet
 Love or money:  LOVE and money
 Phone or in person:  Phone, LOL!
 Poor & happy or rich & miserable: Poor and happy 100%.  Happiness is everything.
 Looks or personality: Personality
 Coffee or tea:  This one is hard because I love both!  But I’d say Tea.
 Hot or cold: I hate heat!!  So cold I guess? 
 Your
 Goal for this year:  To conclude my damn divorce settlement once and for all!
 Most missed memory:  A lot with people from my past and my mommy
 Best physical feature: I hate this question because it makes the answer sound vain.  But I’d say my waistline.  I’ve been lucky that no matter how much weight I gain, it’s never in my tummy. 
 First thought waking up: I need to hurry up and put my clothes on so when Rocket continually hops up on me, he wont scratch my legs.  haha!
 Future
 Do you want to get married: After dealing with all the negatives from my last marriage and divorce it’s hard to say that I ever would again. (which saddens me)  I wish things didn’t go the way they did.. but it did happen and effected me in a negative way forever, unfortunately.  I guess I will have to wait and see if I can have that trust again for someone and make the commitment.
 Do you want to have kids: I’ve always snubbed at the idea of having kids.  To be honest, some kids annoy me! I know that sounds awful, but it’s the truth.  My sister has 3 kids so I’ve had my chances to mature in that area a bit by spending time with them and I can’t imagine my life without them.  The idea of birth scares the shit out of me too!  But what is life without that experience??  It seems like a big void to not have children.  Again, time will tell.
 If so, how many: 1 or 2 I guess.
 Do You
 Dance in the rain: No, but the idea is beautiful
 Smoke: Oh god no.  I can’t stand smoking and never could understand the allure of it to people who just start.  It’s killing you… HELLO!!!
 Drink: I have one glass of wine when my sweetie and I go out for a special occasion, or when group of us go out for fun I will have a couple vodka crans.   I don’t really like the out of control feeling much, sometimes it’s hard for me to relax completely and enjoy the feeling.  -About 6 years ago I had a really bad panic/anxiety disorder and when I drink it brings back some of those panic feelings.  So… I try to never go overboard with it.  Plus I hate acting like a fool! hahaha!
 Shower daily: Yes
 Like thunderstorms: Yes, when I’m snuggled up inside with someone.  My poor doggies freak out though.  I feel so bad for them.
 Curse: I do, a lot actually.  It’s part of my personality.
 Sing: Yes, I love to!! 
 Play an instrument: Nope.
 Think you are good looking: Another uncomfortable question. Well I think I’m decent enough to have thousands of fans, but I don’t think I’m amazing.. no.
 Get along with your parents: Yes, and I love that.
 Other Questions
 Can you whistle: Yes, but it’s one of my pet peeves when someone else is whistling.  It drives me up the wall.
 Right or left handed:  I’m a righty
 Your bedtime: Early… like 8:30pm
 Biggest fear: It used to be, being alone.  But I have beat that this last year, big time.  So now I’m happy to say.. I’ll have to think of a new fear because nothing comes to mind. (other than giving birth)! LOL
 3 things you can’t live without: My dogs, my phone, and my computer.
 Color of your room:  Almond
 Siblings: Yes, I have a sister.
 Pets: 5 doggies, Bella, Chanel, Rocket, Dylan, and Cody
 Nicknames: Saneeeee
 For or against gay marriage: Absolutely for gay marriage.  (don’t get me going on this topic)
 Thoughts on abortion:  I’m 100% pro-choice.  However, I don’t feel it should be used as a form of birth control.  If a girl has to get 2-3 abortions in her life she needs to figure out what’s going wrong and asses the situation.  It’s not hard to take the pill or to use condoms.
 If you could be anywhere right now where would you be:  With my sister, mom, and all my doggies, including my baby Sebastian and my cat Tommy that live with my ex.  I miss them sooooo bad it brings tears to my eyes. I think about them and miss them daily.  I feel like a part of me is missing.
 Do you wear contacts/glasses:  I just got glasses for the first time ever a few months back.  They only work for me when I’m editing on the computer.  I don’t wear them away from the PC at all.
 Are you afraid of the dark:  Nope :)  I have 5 doggies to protect me! hahah