Hey everyone!  Sorry it’s been a while since I’ve blogged about what’s going on.  But…  I will do my best to get everything caught up. 

In the last couple of months things have been pretty great.  I’m 100% grateful for my life and the direction it’s taking.  I can honestly say I’ve GREATLY learned much more about myself and steps I need to take to better my life in the last several months.  I guess it comes with Age.  When I was 20-23 I didn’t even think about this stuff.  I THOUGHT I did… but I didn’t. hehe!  I can only say that now, being 30 and seeing the vast improvements in myself and the people I choose to surround myself with, my personal views have completely changed.  So.. overall I feel fortunate to have learned all of these life lessons early on!

In the last month or so, I have lost a good friend (or someone I thought was a good friend) and have also lost a love.  Some being out of my control, and some in my control.  Either way… I have learned a great deal from both.  Which is what matters right? 

Earlier this month I got to go visit my mom in Northern California which was AWESOME.  I always love seeing her.  We are SUPER close and talk basically everyday… so getting to see her in person is awesome!!  One of my best friends had a Birthday party for her son last weekend, which was great cause I got to see a lot of my friends there, and I have another one to go to for a different best friend coming up this weekend.   It should be equally as fun.  Thank god for my friends.. they are amazing, beautiful people!

I need to arrange a new shoot for my site for August.  I want to try to get some hot girls to come shoot with me this time around.  Hopefully I will be able to pull that off   I was just asked to be in a calendar of hot girls with Tattoos… which was kinda cool for me. I’ve never done any work for the main purpose being “tattoos”.  Its different, but a nice change of pace.

In the past I have mentioned that I’m paying my ex husband a monthly payment of 4k a month for our equalization payment from the divorce… and I reluctantly did the math to see how much I have left to pay.. and *GASP*  I still owe $74,900.00!!   OMG I feel like it’s never-ending.  It kind of shocked me because It feels like it’s been forever I’ve been paying down the balance of what was settled on in court… but wow… it’s a downer. LOL  I certainly hope the Internet is solid for the next couple of years… cause I have about 2 years left of payments.  I guess I need to remind myself of how fortunate I am that I have the money to support myself and pay him each month.   Instead of focusing on the bad, and the thought:  ”wow… if I wasn’t paying him, it would be THAT Much more money I have each month to put away in savings“.   But I know its wrong to focus on the negative.  It still stings though.  OUCH!

My doggies are all doing great.  They keep me company and it’s so much fun to play with them every day.  They are the light in my life and make me smile soooo much! hehe!  It’s awesome therapy for me.

Well, I guess that’s it for now.  I can’t really think of anything else to mention… I will do my best to keep this updates on a more frequent basis.   I have a live cam show tomorrow in the members area of www.SexySandee.com come join in on the fun!  Chat with me live!!  Also, you can get one on one private cam shows at my online store:  www.shopsandee.com  Kisses, Sandee