Hi everyone, I hope you’re having a good week so far.   I’ve been busy getting caught up with work, I have several projects going on right now stretching my concentration in a couple of different directions.  hehe!  Nothing I can’t manage though.  

I’ve also been reading a lot to fill my time and I feel I’m learning a lot about myself and how I aspire to be.  It’s amazing the older i get, the more aware and awakened I feel to all that is in my life.   I actually feel sorry for the people who neglect this section of their life’s and fail to continually grow and learn.   People keep making the same mistakes in life over and over, without realizing it… but it’s all for a very good reason, to learn a valuable lesson.     Okay, enough about the “self growth” talk.   But sometimes it’s hard for me to balance what I should and shouldn’t talk about here.    There’s those of you who come here for the “porn” side of Sandee, and there’s those of you who come to get to know “the real” Sandee.  So I’m constantly feeling ambivalence in what I should or shouldn’t mention here.  I certainly hope you all appreciate the personal things I share with you. 

On another note, I have a photoshoot coming up Feb 7th for my site.  I’m going to try to get one of my hot friends to come by to shoot with me for some sets, like I did last time with Jayden Jaymes.   You guys seemed to looove those photos, and the video I have already posted in the members area.   What can I say, I loooove my job and it makes me happy to make you guys happy! hehehhe!   I’ll let you know if and when I get someone to join me.  If not, I will promise to shoot some HOT solo pics for my loving members!!

My house keeper is coming today, THANK GOD!  She comes every 2 weeks, and I’m allllways ready for her to show up!   It’s pretty easy keeping my home clean for the first week.. but with the rain we had last week here, my hardwood floors are covered in little wet, muddy doggie paw prints. hahaha!   I’m looking forward to having my house spotless, it puts me in a good mood to come home to it that way.

Well, guess that’s it for now!!  I love you guys, and appreciate you coming to my blog VERY much!!!   I feel very lucky to have such cool friends, fans and members.   Thanks again!  Love, Sandee

Hey everyone!  Here’s a piccy of me from today just relaxing at home after watching a movie.  It rained most of the day, which was nice for a change.  I had to run some errands earlier then I came back home and watched Max Payne.   It’s the movie I’m reviewing this week for TunaFlix.com

I got a couple of new relaxation CD’s today while I was out, so I’m going to upload the songs to my itunes now… I hope you all have a good night.  I’m going to Jenny’s tonight to watch another movie.  Kisses, Sandee

I’m on the new cover of High Society (the April issue).  I haven’t had a chance to see the layout, but I’m happy with the cover.  Be sure to pick one up! oxox, Sandee

Hey everyone.  I just got back from having some pizza for dinner.  And ohh wow… I’m full!  hehe!   My appetite has been so off and on lately, it’s strange.   For example, I’ve lost some weight this last couple weeks, and no, I wasn’t trying to.. I just did from lack of appetite.  Then all the sudden yesterday night, I woke up around 1:30am starvvvving! LOL!  And today I’ve been hungry all day as well.  So strange! haha!

Anyways, I just wanted to check in and say hello.  I hope you’re all having a great week.  Kisses, Sandee

Hey guys!  This weekend has been interesting for me.  Yesterday the volunteer orientation class I went to went well.  It was rather boring actually, just a bunch of people sitting in a room being educated on the shelter and their policies with things.  I’m looking forward to starting there very soon.

Last night I was supposed to go out with my friend Becky to Mastros, and I was getting ready and realized I felt like crap!  I was sooo tired I could barely hold a thought.  I think it just caught up to me all at once how tired and sleep deprived I was.  So I ended up canceling and staying home relaxing.  I ended up in bed at 9pm and woke up this morning at 7:15 feeling nice and rested.  Thank god!  Phew!  I was worried there for a slight second I was getting sick again.  Oh man, I’d be pissed. hahah!

Today I’ve been getting work done, and did a movie review.  It should be going up tomorrow or Tuesday morning on TunaFlix.com or their youtube page.  I will also post it here for ya!

Well, that’s about it for now.  Hope you’re having a good weekend!  xoox, Sandee

I went over to a friends house last night and ended up staying out past my bed time.  Which was okay…. but I also had a couple glasses of wine (hehe) which made me even more tired.  By the time I got home and got to bed, I had a couple people texting me, so it took even longer to fall asleep.   Then I wake up like an hour later and realize I forgot to turn the heat off automatic.   (I usually sleep with it off so it’s nice and cool in the house at night)  So I had to get up strip down, cause I was sweating.. and turn off the heat which is on the other side of the house.  Uuuhg!   Then the dogs were whining to go out last night, and one of my cell phones battery was dying, and it makes this god awful noise when it’s dying… so I had to get up again about 4am to remove the battery from it.  LOL!  Just one of those nights where I couldn’t just rest peacefully.  Ya know?  LOL! 

Today I go to the shelter I will be helping out at for a 2 hour orientation.  I’m looking forward to that, but I’m so damn sleepy still I hope I can concentrate on what they’re explaining.  haha.

Well… I’m off to take a nice hot shower, hopefully that will wake me up.  Have a good day! oxox, Sandee

I just got back from having an amazing lunch date in Huntington Beach at Dukes on the beach.  It was SOOOO beautiful outside.  I came home for a bit to visit with the doggies… then left again to go get my nails and toes done.   I almost fell asleep in the pedicure chair, I LOOOOOVEEE having my feet rubbed and the chair has a back massager that is fabulous too!   It’s so relaxing. 

I came back, played catch with Rocket for a bit and now I’m checking emails.  I hope you’re all having a great week!  I have a live cam show scheduled in the members area tomorrow. I hope to see you there!  If you’re not a member already, join now!!  http://www.sandeewestgate.com/join.html

Kisses, Sandee

There’s not really a whole lot to update you guys on.  I’ve been working and running errands.  Just getting some stuff done around the house, and some shopping    Of course, I’m always busy with my babies… they require a lot of attention and I love playing with them.

I have a shoot planned for the beginning of February and a really pretty location, I’m looking forward to that a great deal. I’m also going to try to film a Sandee’s Girls later this month.  I’m not sure If I will be able to swing that yet.  The model I want to hire is from another country, and is only here for a brief time.  It all just depends on if I can get a photographer, location, and the model all on the same day with such short notice.   If not, I will probably shoot another girl at the end of February for the Sandee’s Girls feature.

The weather has been amazing here this last week.  Such a change all the sudden from the cold weather we had been having.  It’s been in the 80’s everyday this last week and is slowly cooling down by next week.  It’s crazy that we’re in January and it’s warm out! hehe!   But it really was a nice change.  The nights at the beach are soooo pretty with the warm weather.  It makes you want to be outside as much as you can.

I had to take my car into the dealership… my damn cd player is stuck and wont eject any of the disks or anything.  So in the meanwhile I have a huge Denali I’ve been driving around.  LOL!  It’s a whole lotta car for little ole me heheh!

Today I’ve been trying to get my affiliate program all set up.  It’s set up now, but i’m trying to change some things around, and it’s been a pain in the arse!!  But I think I can see the light at the end of the tunnel now.  Phew!!  Anyways, that’s about it for now.  I hope you all are having a great week!  Come see me inside my members area at:  http://www.sandeewestgate.com

Kisses, Sandee

I’m feeling MUCH better today than I did yesterday at this time.  Thank god!  I did cancel my cam show today though, because I still don’t have all of my energy back, and well… I look like crap still! LOL!

Jeremy and I decided it was best if we split up.  So I’ve been dealing with all the stress from that, and helping him get moved and  all of that good stuff, and I think it just took a tole on me.  Please please please don’t jump to conclusions and think he did anything wrong.  He absolutely didn’t.  We just decided this was best right now.  We are the best of friends and always will be.   In fact, he took amazing care of me yesterday while I was the sickest.   He’s the best friend I could ever have asked for.  We both just needed this change right now in our lifes.  I wasn’t going to say anything about this, because I don’t really feel it’s something I need to share, and I absolutely don’t want added attention to this matter, but I’ve been getting a lot of people asking if I’m okay, and wondering what’s going on.  I didn’t want anyone to think I was going crazy or something! LOL!  Just personal relationship issues we all face from time to time.

So, that’s whats been going on with me.  Today I want to just rest and get 100% better.  I hate being sick, as I’m sure you all do.  So… I will see you all next week at my Wednesday cam show in the members area. xoxox, Sandee

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Well all the stress finally got me down… I’m sick    Bastard!!  I was hoping it wouldn’t happen this time around but it did.   It feels like a cold, which isn’t bad…. it could have been worse.  So I’m just taking it easy and relaxing, trying to feel all better again.   I hope you all have a good week.  xoxo, Sandee

Hey everyone.  Good morning.  I went to Newport Beach early this morning and it was just amazingly beautiful outside.  Check out the pics above.

So… things have been a little wacky for me the last several days… but everything on the whole is going pretty well.  I have some work I need to do on my site today and light cleaning around the house.  Overall it’s going to be a relaxing Sunday.   I hope you all are having a great weekend.  Take care, Sandee

How cute is Cody in his new shirt? hehee!  I ran up to get my nails done today and my lady was running about 15 minutes late, so I ran across the parking lot to Target to pass time.  I saw this shirt and another one that says “Squirrels can’t be trusted” LOL!  I got that one too.  Cody HATES squirrels… so the shirt was made for him.  LOL!  I had to take pics and share.  He’s sooo damn cute.

I’ve had about 5 of you email me about my last post, and I promise… I’m not quitting my website.  I will be online for a long time to come.  Don’t worry my sweets.   PLUS, I kind of HAVE to keep it going to pay my ex his monthly amount of 4k still for the next year or so!  (not that I feel stuck doing my site) I love it… so don’t worry… I’m not going anywhere

I have a live cam show today in the members area at 4pm pst… I hope to see you guys there and get a chance to chat with you!!  Come join now if you’re not a member: http://sandeewestgate.com/join.html

Kisses, Sandee

I have funfetti cupcakes in the oven, so I have to make this post somewhat fast   I just finished cleaning up dinner, I made on my of my favorites tonight, tacos! Mmmmm….  we cheated and used the pre-made shells though, and I prefer to fry my own.  They were still really good though.

I can’t even explain how weird and different things have been for me lately.  (it’s more of a personal change within myself) so I wont go into detail here, but I truely believe 2009 will be completely different for me than the last 10 years!! hehe!  In a good way, I hope!!   I’m honestly excited to see where things take me (and a little nervousness and fear mixed in there as well).   I feel so lucky to say I have some of the best friends I’ve had in a looooong time that I feel are there for me, and support me and my choices.  It’s a great and peaceful feeling that makes me extremely content.

Okay, enough of the personal stufffffs….  Do you like the pic sample??  It’s from my new gallery that went up today in my members section.  Next week I will be posting the first of three galleries I shot with the beautiful Jayden Jaymes.   There’s also a video that goes with that set.  Owwwww! hehe!

I have a live cam show for members Wednesday the 31st at 4pm pst.  Come chat with me and watch me live… the shows are a lot of fun, you don’t want to miss out!!!  Join here if you’re not a member:  http://www.sandeewestgate.com/join.html

And for those of you who have yet to go check out my site… do so here: http://sexysandee.com

Kisses, Sandee

How funny is that pic of Santa flashing?  LMAO!  Look at those people’s faces, it’s priceless!  I can’t believe it’s Christmas eve already!  I have to be honest, it doesn’t feel like it this year to me.  I had plans to go visit my mom in Northern California, but we postponed it till mid January.   (which is probably the reason it doesn’t feel Christmas-eee to me this year). 

I’m sure a lot of you are sceptical of this sort of thing, but I’m open to the idea… so yesterday I went to see a psychic in the Valley.  She’s known for being AMAZING and is also a medium.  (someone who can communicate with the dead)  It took us Much longer to get all the way from OC to the Valley than we expected… and even longer to get home in all the LA traffic.   3 hours or so.. to get home!!  But the psychic meeting was good… she shed a lot of light on things going on for me currently and I had a feeling I knew what she was going to bring up and make points about.  Well, she did.. and I absolutely feel it was worth it.  Very interesting, but worth it.

So today, I’m heading over to a friends house for a couple of hours, then tomorrow another couple we know is going to come by to watch some movies with us.  A very chill and relaxing Christmas this year, which is perfectly fine with me

I hope you all have a wonderful Holiday!!   It’s going to be an exciting new year to come isn’t it??  I can’t wait! oxox, Sandee

We all met up at Javiers in Newport Beach today for a late lunch.  It was sooooo beautiful out, but a little brisk.  We were seated on the covered patio and had an amazing view of the ocean.    A good time, with good friends.     On the way home, the sun was setting and was simply gorgeous.  Here’s a pic of that….

Beautiful huh??  I say it all the time…. but wow…. I’m SO lucky to live here!  I hope you all had a great weekend!  Kisses, Sandee

 Hey everyone.  I worked most of the morning, then Devan came down to Orange County to visit me.  We headed to a local brewery for lunch, then to Starbucks for some yum yum.  I got my usual, Tall, Decaf, Carmel Macchiato.  SOOOO good.    We stayed there and talked for a while, then came back to my house and chilled a little more.  Rocket took to him right away and basically became his shadow! LOL!  It was cute.  Anyways, here’s some pics from today.  I hope you’re all having a wonderful weekend.  It’s coooold here (cold for LA) and I love it.  Nothing better then getting all bundled up and cuddling in the cold weather.  

Tomorrow is our Girls only lunch day.  I always look forward to seeing my girlies and catching up.  Well, that’s it for now… I will get some pics of all of us tomorrow for you.  Kisses, Sandee

Happy Holidays everyone!  Love, Sandee

Last night a group of us went to Tuna Town In Huntington beach for dinner, then headed back to Jenny’s house for a bit and when we left it was pouring!  I love it.  All night long we had the window cracked so we could hear the rain.  I love being bundled up and not having to go anywhere.   It’s only supposed to last for one day and I’m enjoying it.    Here’s a couple pics from last night.  Hope you guys have a great week!  Check out the new gallery posted for members today!  oxox, Sandee   VISIT MY SITE HERE!!

Yesterday I got together with some friends for lunch at Haute Cakes Cafe in Newport.  It’s realllllly amazing for breakfast, and now that I’ve had lunch I can say it’s equally good any time of the day!

Here’s some silly pics of us yesterday… enjoy! oxox, Sandee

Just got back from spending the day with some good friends and having lunch in Huntington Beach where we froze our tushies off!  LOL!     Its Sunday night aka good tv night, I’m going to relax and enjoy all the good shows!  Have a good evening. oxox, Sandee

Today was my second day of Yoga and there was a substitute teacher today that had a really bad, bitchy vibe.  It made the entire hour and a half irritating.   I kept looking at the clock waiting for it to be over.  Oh -well.  Next Tuesday I think we’re going to do the Pilates class for something a little more hardcore.  I love the idea of core training. 

So I always leave for Christmas to go see my family in Northern California (by San Fransisco) but today I was in the Christmas spirit and put up my little foot and a half Christmas tree with all the ornaments from when I was a baby and a little girl.  It brought back a lot of memories and was a fun thing to do.   Everything had been in storage the last couple years at my house that my ex husband lives at, but I finally got it all back a month or so ago when I went to visit Sebastian and Tommy (my other dog and cat).  Now I can enjoy my Holiday stuff again.   Other than that, I worked on my affiliate program today.  Just technical mumbo jumbo, nothing sexy! haha!

Last night I had the privilege of watching Step Brothers with Will Ferrell, oh my god, we were all cracking up the entire movie.  Definitely rent it if you have the chance, it’s a good laugh.  Tonight I’m going to watch Wanted, it’s the movie I’m doing my review on this week and I heard it’s just OK, nothing special.   I’m looking forward to seeing it though and forming my own opinion.  Well, I’m off to relax for the night.

Ciao, Sandee

xoxoxo

Hey everyone So I’ve always wanted to try Yoga, I mean for years!! Finally yesterday I did.  It was awesome and just the right about of difficulty (I took a beginners class) but I loved it.   I really didn’t know what to expect, but I ended up really liking it.  I’m going to be doing it twice a week now.   I left thinking that I didn’t get much of a workout, I thought it was more of a stretching, breathing type of thing.   But this morning I woke up and OUCH!  I’m really sore.  I guess I did work my muscles more than I thought.

I feel sort of like I do after a day of shooting for my site.  I’m always sore the day or so after from all the posing.  Pointing my toes, arching my back, twisting around, it all makes me super stiff and achy.  And that’s sort of what I feel like today, which makes sense because it was virtually the same movements (just without the nudity) hahaha!

I have a live cam show today in the members area.  I hope you guys can make it, I haven’t done one in a couple weeks.  If so, see you at 3pm pst!   If you want to join in, click here: http://www.sandeewestgate.com/join.html

xoxoox, Sandee